Huge blog post.
Arthur attacked one of my eyes which has left my other eye with a crazy twitch making it difficult for me to concentrate on a computer screen. I have a huge head ache today! But needs must!
I love wigs! They can totally change your appearance whether it be for fancy dress or just for a change (probably not a bright pink one though)
Amelie shares my love for wigs and loves her new pink one ;)
Her eyes are the same colour as mine. Strange I wish mine were darker or green but Amelie's I adore!
What is it about us mothers that we have so many hangups on ourselves but our children who generally look like us, we think they are wonderful?!
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Little selfie gave myself a little hair cut! And a blow-dry! Well I did the front bit that I could see.
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So when I asked Amelie this year what she wanted to do for her birthday she said play pass the parcel. So rather than paying hundreds to take her somewhere to do this we braved having it in the house! And actually it went really well. Granted we have to do it all again next week because we couldn't fit everyone in. It was great fun and not nearly as stressful as I thought it might be.
Most importantly Amelie loved it.
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Sleeping, pouting, beautiful baby anyone?
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It's Amelie's birthday!!! She was so happy she got a 2 wheeled scooter.
It was hard choosing something for her because there wasn't nothing she wanted. But she rides her 3 wheeler ally he time so time for an upgrade we thought :)
Unfortunately Daddy's away this week so missed yet another birthday :( Amelie can't understand why he can't come home from work when it's her birthday.
Luckily rescue was on hand from Auntie Megan and Auntie Kristy who came over and made her feel special. Thanks for coming over ladies. Helped to make her feel like it was her birthday!
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I really can't believe I now have a 5 year old. I can remember so well the day she was born. Thinking how horribly painful childbirth is and still in the back of your mind knowing it won't be long until you meet that little person you created inside of you. We weren't sure whether she was a boy or girl and I wasn't in the slightest bit bothered by the end as long as she was OK. I remember her flying out on to the bed screaming her head off with arms out wide. Me, desperately trying to get the silly hospital gown off my front so I could have skin to skin. Then trying to get her out of the towel they had just wrapped her in. This all lasted seconds then she was there on me warm and so soft. I whispered that she was OK now Mummy here, she looked up at me with little dark eyes and stopped instantly. She was mesmerised by me and I with her.
The feeling after having a baby, that euphoria, it is unique and nothing you can ever get back. For days your in a world of just you and your baby and nothing else matters. Martin was so fantastic I needn't worry about anything else, I just enjoyed my baby.
She was awake most of her first night as was I just watching her and talking to her. Then the next day it hits you. You have to take this little bundle of wonderfulness home and they will depend on you everyday for the rest of your life. She was all ours.
Our perfect little Amelie.
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xxxx